i'm terrified for guatemala. i'm sick to my stomach over some of the ccc stuff that goes on here. i'm anxious that i won't do well enough at my internship this summer. i'm regretful that i've spent my day doing nothing.
but those aren't the right feelings.
these are.
i'm ecstatic that i get to serve in guatemala. i'm joyful that i have the privilege of being at mit and having the chance to actually make a difference and influence a movement of God's people on a campus. i'm ready for the freedom that comes with living in a place where you don't know anyone. i'm satisfied that i needed some mental rest, and actually got it.
A psych professor here stated this:
ReplyDelete"Self-doubt can serve as an obstacle when we doubt our own abilities or believe that we are not good enough to be useful for God's purpose.
In addition, our own human perspectives on the appropriate timing for the events in our lives might reduce our flexibility and thus our ability to discern God's divine timing for our calling to purpose and service."
Dani...you are at MIT for the Kingdom and God desires to work through you, and I know He already is.
I love you and your art so very much!