warning: epic amounts of complaining here

i'm not normally one to endorse the whole "woe is me" attitude. but really? could anything else really be wrong? (and yes i know the answer to that is absolutely yes)

in case you're wondering, i, like an idiot, erased my entire hard drive AND backup today. so all of my pictures, music, documents, settings, applications, etc are gone. though maybe not forever, i'm currently running the demo version of a 100 dollar software program that could, maybe get some of my stuff back.

you know, in guatemala they don't need college, or majors, or stupid hard classes, or extreme amounts of money, or computers.

working

on my bible! i just said those words and it made me really happy. because i'm always working on stupid things like homework or my hair or something else that i usually fail at. BUT YOU CAN'T FAIL AT THE BIBLE!!!! isn't that amazing?

speaking of amazing things... i have never loved a handmade valentine as much as the one i received from heather today. love that girl!

now off to work on my bible. and maybe some jesusculture? fixing abraham? irresistible revolution? so many wonderful things to work on!

feeling bad about feeling bad

be careful what you ask God for. cause he'll give it to you alright. i guess the only good thing about this broken heart is that it means i'm praying about the right things. but alas, there are still too many things to be sad about. and it's heavy. God take this burden...

*note to self - get fabric pens*

also, it's nice to have my computer back. even if it did cost more money than i'm comfortable spending...